so this is what it feels like…to be pushed away…
but i guess hes pushing himself away from reality…
this is what it feels like…to have the other person be so far in their head that they dont try to reach out or give a shit about anyone else….
i wish he would try to make me feel better before i went to sleep….or listen to what i am saying..try to hear me out….instead of bitching about how ive now made him wide awake….big deal…hes got all day to sleep…he doesnt live in real life….
he lives in his head.
i mean…if you hate your life so much…maybe you should try to change it…make it better…get a job so you can move out…or even save to get a car….pay off your shit…do something…instead of acting like i have everything that he will never have and acting like oh my god…my life sucks so much…well…try to change it then…







